This years love had better last
I fall in love with this song over and over again. mm perfection
David Gray- This years love
Right now it feels like time is flying so, so fast! Tomorrow I have an exam in uni in Math! And there is so much I should still learn, though, I am not so worried about Math exam, as I am worried about exams in Statistics and Microeconomics, which are next week! Damn, it's going to be SO hard! I am gonna be so happy, when my examination period will end. Can't wait for that moment, because exams is the only part that I hate about being a student! :D Otherwise I am pretty happy that I am out of high school. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed studying in school as well and I have so many good memories, that I will cherish for a long time!
But, you know, I have never felt this good in my life as right now, because I studied in one place for 12 years, and by being in one place for that much time- there are certain stereotypes made about you, which you cannot change. But whenever you are starting out in a new place, it gives you the freedom of being whoever you want yourself to be! (Of course sticking to your personality, because nobody likes fake persons)
After I started studying in University I found out so much about myself! Because for a long time in middle school and first year high school I had so many insecurities and low self- esteem! I thought that I wasn't good enough, pretty enough, smart enough etc. So, therefore, I became very shy and timid! But I somehow overcame these insecurities, because I started believing in myself and actually admitting that I may not be the prettiest girl on earth, but that I am unique in my own kind of way= I regained my confidence and right now I definitely don't have a low self- esteem. And the change of environment really enhanced it. I might be shy in some situations, but I definitely know how to stick up for myself. Of course, I still have some of my insecurities, but really, who doesn't?
hmm, I actually have no idea why I wrote this and I know that I am not the best writer, but I spoke from my heart, and I just wanted to remind you, my lovely readers, that you are beautiful and unique and never let anyone talk, bully yourself into believing that you are not!
So, anyways, enough of morale, here is my outfit of the day! :)
(Jeans from New Yorker, boots from Primark, ring from Primark, scarf is self made, sweater borrowed from my cousin :P)
With lots of love,