I finally am brave enough to make a decision I have been really dreading – I took a year of from University. I know for some of you it might sound a bit strange since I just started my Master’s studies, but I already mentioned in one of my previous blog posts the fact that I have been really struggling for these past three weeks – a new full time job, studies three times a week ( including Saturdays from 8:30 to 18:30), writing my blog and, of course, my personal life in this point of life is a very tough combination.
Why I decided to take a year off instead of just leaving my studies? Well, I still need a way back, because I don’t know what my thoughts are going to be after a year – I might want to get back to studies or maybe I’ll decide to study something else, nobody knows what the future holds, therefore, I just wanted to leave my options open. Right now I feel so relieved, a lot of weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I can finally sleep well at nights! I wasn’t able to sleep at nights and it just added to the stress I was already under, therefore, the whole situation was very tough on me – I ended up haveinga breakdown when I realized that I cannot go on like this and that I had to change something.
Anyways, this is what I was struggling with for the past two or three weeks, but if we are speaking of today, then I have an outfit to show you! These outfit pictures were taken in summer ( thank you mum! š ), but as the summer in Latvia was very short, I didn’t had the opportunity to publish these pictures on the blog. Even though, these pictures are from summer, I do think that the outfit is suitable for fall as well because of the dark color scheme – black and dark burgundy ( accents in my makeup). I did wear the same exact outfit a few days ago when we were enjoying a beautiful and very warm fall day, which I think was one of the last ones as days do get colder and colder every day! :/
LV
Beidzot esmu pietiekoši drosmīga un pieņēmu lēmumu, kurš man nelika mieru jau ļoti ilgu laiku – es nolēmu paņemt akadēmisko pārtraukumu Universitātē. Zinu, ka tas var izklausīties jocīgi ņemot vērā, ka es esmu tikko uzsākusi maģistra studijas, bet jau kādā no iepriekšējajiem rakstiem es minēju to cik šīs pēdējās trīs nedēļas ir bijušas grūtas – jauns pilnas slodzes darbs, skola trīs reizes nedēļā ( no kurām viena bija sestdiena no 8:30 – 18:30), kā arī bloga uzturēšana un, protams, privātā dzīve, šajā mirklī ir gluži neapvienojams mikslis. Kāpēc paņēmu akadēmisko gadu, nevis pavisam aizgāju no studijām? Godīgi sakot, man ir nepieciešams atkāpšanās ceļš, jo varbūt manas domas pēc gada būs mainījušās un es vēlēšos turpināt iesāktās studijas, varbūt, tomēr vēlēšos pamēģināt kaut ko citu – nekad nevar zināt to kas notiks nākotnē un kādi būs mani uzskati Pašlaik es jūtos ļoti atvieglota, jo šis lēmums man patiešām neļāva naktīs gulēt un sekojoši bezmiegs pie jau tā esošā lielā pārguruma patiešām bija ļoti neveselīga kombinācija. Es neesmu cilvēks, kas padodas un es vienmēr esmu pabeigusi to, ko es esmu iesākusi pat ar sakostiem zobiem, bet šoreiz bija pa traku, jo ja dienas, kad esi nelaimīgs, kašķīgs un pārguris ir vairāk nekā dienas, kad esi priecīgs un možs, tad ir skaidri saprotams, ka kaut kas ir jāmaina.
Lūk, šādas tādas pārmaiņas manā dzīvē, kuras, manuprāt, atstās pozitīvu iespaidu uz blogu, jo laika būs vairāk un raksti arī cerams būs vairāk – centīšos pieturēties pie tiem pašiem 3-4 rakstiem nedēļā! Savukārt runājot par šīs dienas tērpu, šīs bildes tika uzņemtas vasarā ( paldies Tev mammu š ), bet tā kā mums tā vasara ir tik ļoti īsa, man vēl nebija iespēja tās publicēt šajā blogā! Kaut arī bildes ir no vasaras, manuprāt, šis tērps ir ļoti aktuāls arī rudenū, jo esmu apvienojusi divas ļoti tumšas krāsas – melno un tumši sarkano! Kā arī šo tērpu šādā pat kombinācijā biju vēl uzvilkusi pāris dienas atpakaļ ( tajā ļoti siltajā, rudenīgajā dienā) un cik nu vien spēju izbaudīju pēdējās šī gada siltās dienas – jo laiks patiešām kļūst aizvien aukstāks un nepatīkamāks ar katru dienu! :/
Dress – H&M
Vest – H&M
Sandals – H&M
Bag – Lovelywholesale
Necklace – Lovelywholesale
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~With love~
Maddie
great look!
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WOW! Dear, you look AWESOME! You' re very pretty! š
Lovely earrings!
xoxo
KÄ man tomÄr pietrÅ«kst to silto vasaras dienu :/ Izskaties lieliski!
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Tev noteikti viss izdosies,veiksmi! š
Esmu blondu matu&melnas krÄsas kombinÄcijas fane, super outfits! š
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Adorable all black look š
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Good for you! Stress is not worth it
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You look so great wearing an all black outfit! I hope everything goes well with you dear <3
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This is fantastic! I love the all black look!
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I'll take any black dress! You look darling
Have a great day,
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So sleek! Love all black, you rock it! You look stunning from head to toe.
xo, Haylee
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You look so gorgeous! Glad to hear that you're feeling less stressed, a break from your studies sounds like the perfect solution. š xx
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Good for you for making a healthy decision that's best for you! I really respect that. Everyone needs some R&R š You look gorgeous here by the way, I love this all-black ensemble. It's very chic and your dark lip fits the mood perfectly!
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Love love love that maxi vest!!
xx
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very boho look… love it!!
xx
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Being blond, all black combos really look amazing on you Maddie. Very lovely combo and I love it from head to toe! Kisses
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You look very beautiful in your outfit and makeup Maddie!!! I love them so much!
I know how hard it is to balance time working, studying and also living. Whatever decisions you have, I am wishing you the best and of course happiness! Cheers to the future dearest! š
love lots,
Tin
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tÄ new yorker dÄvanu karÅ”u izloze jau bija? tieÅ”Äm tik veiksmÄ«gi palaidu garÄm rezultÄtus vai vÄl nav notikusi? š
KÄ jau izlozes rakstÄ minÄju – uzvarÄtÄjus izziÅoju sociÄlajos tÄ«klos š
KÄ arÄ« paÅ”Ä izlozes rakstÄ arÄ« var redzÄt laimÄtÄjus!
all black everything!!! I like it!
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I love how you styled this chic and simple outfit with those black sandals. You look great !
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I really like this all black look on your and you chose some pretty perfect jewellery to go with it š
xx
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